Happy 18th to me. like finally. I getting to a legal age. But nope. Im not going to smoke or do anything silly yo~ hehehe.
Anyways. Today was a great day. K supposed to come at 2 but he came at 3)): then down to serangoon and thats when my dearest E.E.F surprised me with their handmade cake. WOHOOOO~ IT WAS SUPER YUMMY (:
And so. Was really glad for them. Otherwise. Would be spending my day alone):
Then. We went to pizza for our late lunch. Was too full by the time we finish our meal. So we walked around nex and bid farewell with E. Rest of us went down to bugis to get some stuff. Loving my new bag now. Its so bright and striking. Haha!:)
AND I LOVE THE KEYCHAIN THAT E GAVE ME. THE COUPLE KEYCHAIN WITH K. HAHAHAHHA~
anyway. Love my 18th though i couldnt use my s3 today~ haha. Oh wells. Want to thank everyone who wished me. Be it on fb/WA/twitter/instagram/message. I really love each and everyone‘s best wishes.
(Though i was a little sad when people whom i expected to celebrate for me didnt turn up/: hahaha. But its okay!)
Friday, March 29, 2013
18th
Saturday, March 23, 2013
alone
Yahooo. So for the past few days. Was having my dip plus. Felt like giving up but i ended up. Pushing myself. Testing my limits. And it was a fruitful experience. I got to learn alot of business things.:)
So yea. Today is mr maode wedding and im going over now. Like one more stop. So during the train ride. This uncle stare at me and then sat beside me. I knew something was not right. Then he continued staring. Giving those looks. I wanted to move away. And luckily he alighted at tampines. But the problem is. I wanted to ask you for help. You didnt reply. I felt so alone and helpless. You told me to take up self defense course. But thats not the point. I wanted to tell u how scared i was. So you could calm me down. Instead of that. You make me think of that situation again.....
Tuesday, March 19, 2013
Maybe its my problem. I was too emotional.
I just wanted a phone.. a new phone because apparently. My family doesnt want to sponsor me. So i cried.
You didnt replied me and picked up my call. I was worried and i cried..
You say you will be the only one celebrating my birthday. I was hurt and sad. I dont like it when all my friends go and enjoy themselves and ignore my birthdays. To me. It hurts. And so. We dont agree with each other and once again i cried.
Been crying countless of times today and i know im weak. I really cant stand things anymore turning 18 soon but i dont feel anything. Normal people will probably hold a party. Hang out with their friends and do stuff. Me? I decided it was just be another ordinary day. Cause i know for sure. My wish will never come true. It will never..
Monday, March 18, 2013
life
I really dont know whats up with life..
First. I got sick. Then my phone crashed. Then you ignored my call and messages.
Seriously. When my phone is okay. You refused to talk to me.. when ots spoilt. You want to talk..
Life has been going against me. No one is there to help me when i fell. No one. Cause everyone just laugh at my fall. Well. I guess thats natural for them.
How long more do i need to suffer this? Crying every now and then cause i can no longer tell my feelings to anyone. Bearing it to myself is hard. And i no longer can take it.
Saturday, March 16, 2013
CSC camp
For the past three days. I was at camp. A community service camp which i enjoyed.
So on the first day. After registration. I went to my group. Yeaaaaaa. It was group 3! Lynette,esther,cherry,syafiqah,jiaying,izzati,zhao wei,calvin, humaira, jasmine and celine. So it was silent initially. Then we started talking and tadaaaa. Our group unite. We unte in slacking. MUHAHAHHAA.
Kind of forgot what we did on first day. Presentation games and lunch.
Day two. We went out of np for our amazing race. First part was great yet tiring. Hhahaha. Then second part had rain. So we didnt walked much. :)
Then third day was performance and mini game. And results was out. Woke up at 6 plus to check and went to find tobey and zy.
Orhya.. i fell sick on the first day. And i took panadol. With the help of tobey and syafiqah! Thanks girls<3 second night was better as i ate my macs. Thanks to humaira whom help to order:)
End of post. Going to marina barrage with rainbow now!<3
Sunday, March 10, 2013
sunday
Work today. And my poor boy is down with running nose. Couldnt help him catch it... so too bad:p hahaha.
So anyway. As usual, had seven eleven meals with boy and qh. Then i bought my favourite tomyum noodles. Wohooo~ off to work. And was quite pissed at times. :|
Then after work. Accompanied eve to the bus stop and down to dhoby with boy. Shopped a while before heading home. Felt so giddy and had a fainting spell. Lucky managed to survive until home. Spammed coke before doing anything..
Upcoming week would be hectic. Results out on friday. And idk how i fair actually. Hmmm. Quite worried though!:p
Thursday, March 7, 2013
Out.
Yesterday was a great day!
Went to meet my dearest at boon keng. Then went to buy tiong bahru brand otah. Very juicy yooo~ ^^ down to whompoa to have my usual fish maw mee hoon kueh. Hehe. Then dessert was tah huay. Wohoooo! All cravings satisfied.. haha.
Then went to boon keng. Wanted to walk down kallang river but was thirsty. Went to sheng siong for a drink and saw aunt..
Change of plans and down to ICA building to make my passport. :)
Walked down from lavender to aljunied. Hehe. Changi village and slacked for a while before going for nasi lemak dinner!:)
Today was kind of tired. But nevertheless. Was quite a productive day.
Monday, March 4, 2013
4th.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEI YI ANG!!:D
Yeaps. Its her 18th. Legal to go drinking. But i doubt people will let her in... hahah. Kidding~
So anyway. Hope she will enjoy m
oment of life.and may she find her prince charming soon<3
Hmmm. Alright better to topic. Currently on the bus home. Me and wx are like separated cause the seats are all taken up. Haha.. so had meeting today and ate lunch at 4 plus i guess. Spam call jy but turn out. She is on mc.. anyways. Had some htht with lishan and tobey. Wohoooo~
Felt so much closer. Hahaha!
Another meeting tomorrow. Hope
things go as plan:)
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Happy sunday everyone! Was glad that i woke up feeling happy. Went for work and as usual. There was ups and downs..
Afterwards. Went to surprise wei yi. It turn quite okay. Cause she was so surprise. On the other hand. Her poly friends came and wanted to surprise. But we kind of ruin it. So yeahhhh /:
Okay... so moving on. We went to eat roti prata and then went home with my bf!
A great weekend and so the new week has begun. Haha. Happy birthday to wei yi! :)
Meetings tmr and tue. And and... more stuff going on this week. Hmmm~
Friday, March 1, 2013
First of March
Its the 8th month. But yet. Didnt went out together.. wanted to rest at home for its the only free day i had this week.
Ended up going out to buy my kfc lunch. And borrowed some books. Home and ate. Watched running man. Slept till like dinner time. Like a pig.~
Wasted a day as usual and i was regretted it. Should have gone out. But well.. it doesnt made a difference.
Busy weeks coming ahead. With camps, plannings, meetings etc..
Birthday in like less than a month. But im not looking forward. Turning 18 but i doubt anyone would care. Just another ordinary day i guess...