So hurt right now. Seriously..
I have never felt so betrayed before.. people who cant keep up to their promises should not even deserved to be respected.come on.. i gave you time. Gave you your supposingly alone time.. in the end? Went to talk to other people. Hellooo. Do you even know what is alone time?.
Really heart breaking.. not sure what i am going to do now.
Pissed off.
There will never be peace in my house. Not even for a day. Not even during CNY.
Its supposed to be an auspicious day but look what you have gotten us into? Ruining our mood and thinking that you are princess? From the start. You are complaining at anything and everythig. All of us control. Really. We did throw tantrum and yet you are cursing and swearing at all of us as if we did something wrong...
Come on la. You think pms big arh? You are like 24/7 pms. Causing all of us to suffer.. opps. Not all of us. Except your dad lor. The one who stick up to you. Thinking you are precious gems and the rest of us like rubbish.
And today‘s incident isnt my third sis fault. Its you. YOU! Dont get it why on earth your friends can tolerate you. Must be two faced huh? Like a tiger in the house and a mouse when with your friends? 25 years old still act like 3 years old.... -.-
I‘m going to smile. Because thats the solution to my problem.. i shall fight for my own rights. Be who i truly want to be.
Ystd night was crying at 1 plus and couldnt sleep. Yes, it was torturous. But i had K to be there for me. Thanks<3
And so morning wanted to change everything but ended up in tears. Seriously i couldny believe you would say such words. It doesnt matter what your status are. You dont have the rights to screw up people‘s life.
So yea. Now travelling on the shuttle bus. But im sick. Emotionally and physically.
Well. Only solution is to be positive. Smile and hope for things to be right.
I felt like a ball being kicked around. Its like nobody cares. Like really. Even if you tried your best to go in. Had been crying over this for a couple of days. I felt so lousy. So much so that i feel like migrating. Migrate to another world that engages in solitary play. How i wish...
Want to escape from this reality. Cause i have tried real lot. But its still useless. Sometimes i wonder. Why on earth am i born on this world.. to make myself suffer? To cry daily? To lead an miserable life?
Its never the same again
NEVER.
Off to school. And after i read those tweets. I felt so lousy. The world crumbled. Really..
When will this be over. Seriously. Im getting tired of those tears. And those words that turn me to a culprit. I hate it. Really...
Till then. Enjoy your mugging everyone!
Tearing now. Never felt so helpless before. Its like im all alone suddenly. Really. Additiomally. Money problem. Wanted to buy those rilakkuma stuff but i couldnt. My mind say no cause i was out of cash.
So i just bought what i needed. Still. I feeling unhappy. Cause im travelling alone
No support. No nothing. Just someone tearing like mad on the bus
Yay. So i was happy that i went out on the first. Heheh. Happy.~
As usual. Went to school for fp in the morning.then ms annie gave me a gift to thank me for being the fp rep. Awww:‘) and so. I took a polaroid with her. Hehe. So happy:D
Then peiy lecture was awesome. Quiz and t03 like spam the answers. Hehe. Yuppi hamburger!!^^
Then visual arts. I love it cause i got to design my own art. Never in my life i got to do art freely. Hehe.
Then went to meet K. Went down to marina sqaure to have our pizza hut dinner.:) spicy drumlets were stil the best:D
Then went around to take polaroids . Hehe. Afterwards. Went back and saw this 1 for 1 ice cream. Super shiok. So bought yoghurt and some blue colour flavour(cotton candy?). And it was so nice i swear:)
Then went home. And talked to qh. And it was like.. so fated. Both of us at kembagan. But at the opposite trains. Hahaha. :)
Home afterwards. Started my feb with such a nice date<3
And so. Now its sunday. Currently at work. No customers but yea. I promised i will stay focus yea. Hehe. It was now then i realised i didny blog as much now. ):
But nvm... Exams coming. NOOO): brighter side. Counting down to exam is the same as counting down to holiday. Wohooo:)
